Rugby fights

So long since I update my blog. Many reasons to it. Wanna know why?

1. Somebody had a happy day
2. Somebody did not pick the phone when needed
3. Bailed jamming
4. No practise
5. He gonna die

If your smart guess who? Tell me when you if know the answer.
Thank you ladies and gentlemen

Boring day...

Its become so hard for me to be surprise. Your bringing back the real me no judgement in your eyes. Is the way you make feel? Like I'm finding something real. The words are hard to find and I'm gonna get it right this time. Come and take my hand. Let me lift you up. Take away my fears, make me strong enough. When I dance with you, its how I speak the truth. Its just classic when we met, now you make me new.

So you guys believe that I'm in love? You guys got punk'd. LOL! I'm just bored thats all.

After several months...

You treat me just like another stranger. I feel corrupted right now. I don't know whats my offence right now. What I know I didn't do anything stupid. I'm standing here like a light post. Doing nothing but letting people see their way. I was like a street ranger. Ignorance. Estimation. These two are bad way to judge someone. A stupid way too. Its not even worth to have a girlfriend. What the fuck!? I don't want to hear your sad songs. I just wanna see you in pain. Thats who I am. A violent kid. Yeah a kid, even though I'm 17. Thats what you think of me. I know but I kept silent. Why? Because I don't want you to cry over it. I'm not worth for you to fight for. No more shit. Focus on music and studies. This is my motive now.