Today is a great day. A day that i spend at home alone. Calling my special friend but ended up she was sleeping. Not even remembering about today's activity. Sad to say it, but had too. This my worst day.
In morning, I was so happy and excited to meet my special. Wake up around 7.30 because I had to accompany my mother to go to Botanic Garden. Nice flowers, green trees and beautiful swans swimming in the lake. My heart was patiently waiting for 2pm. I had 2 pieces of roti prata, cheese and egg and an ice Milo for drink. After I got home, there I was waiting for her call. I played soccer game just to kill time. 2pm showed in my clock still no call. My mind was whispering, "Where is she?","What is she doing now?". Every second i waited, I couldn't stop thinking of her. I got worried
When 6pm came,I gave up. For 4 hours I waited for her. She didn't show up. I was so mad and confuse. I couldn't think straight. I started listening to death metal songs. I was imagining myself inside a mosh pit, moshing for my pride. I was controlling my anger.When I got my control of myself, I realised. All my time waiting for her was a total waste of time. This wasn't what i expected from her. Is she trying be the second Jannah? Always trying to make me crash and burn? I was lost again by this thoughts.
Once it's okay, twice is enough. I just had enough getting myself tricked by illusion. Now I'm thinking, should I just give up? Call it quits? Or stand strong like a tree who don't move from place to place. Now I've learned, always have a second plan. The old folks once said, 'Bite once sour, second bite much sour'
May she always be. A ditcher.
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