After several months...

You treat me just like another stranger. I feel corrupted right now. I don't know whats my offence right now. What I know I didn't do anything stupid. I'm standing here like a light post. Doing nothing but letting people see their way. I was like a street ranger. Ignorance. Estimation. These two are bad way to judge someone. A stupid way too. Its not even worth to have a girlfriend. What the fuck!? I don't want to hear your sad songs. I just wanna see you in pain. Thats who I am. A violent kid. Yeah a kid, even though I'm 17. Thats what you think of me. I know but I kept silent. Why? Because I don't want you to cry over it. I'm not worth for you to fight for. No more shit. Focus on music and studies. This is my motive now.