So long...

Wow. So long I didn't post. Sorry my fellow readers. I have been busy because of exams. I don't want to get caught like last year. Always hanging out and never even study for exams. I really regret it. So, I have been serious for this exams. I really want to pass.

About life. There's a lot of up and downs. For the ups, my band has form again. We already created 2 originals. Mixture of atreyu, story of the year and protest the hero. But more to technical riffs. The downs is Ridhwan. Last time it was esfan. Now it's him. He says that he is not ready for the music industry. Now I ask you Ridhwan. What makes you not ready?

You don't even tell us why. You kept us hanging you know. When we ask, you always have your reasons. But sorry to say wan, I know you have something in your mind that you just don't want to tell. How can I know if you don't tell? You like have this other person inside you. Split personality. You think we are going to be easy after you post in your blog saying sorry you can't play drums. What are the reasons?

You know, esfan and jess really want you back. I want you back. I know it is not easy to play drums. But you keep saying cannot. Sometimes I get irritated of that word. Think about the others. Do you think it is easy for them too? It is also difficult for me the first time I play the guitar. Always getting mocked around. But I did not give up. I try and try everytime until I beat them. I use their negative words as a motivation to bot give up and become a better guitarist. Now Barani wants to join us. We do this all just for you and you don't think about us.

That's all I got to say. Think Ridhwan. Do it for your old friends. They really want you.