Smiling does not heal

A short and simple post. Nothing interesting today. I was too tired today. My headache came back during chemistry. I don't know why but i could not tolerate it. I drag myself to geography with this headache. I was faking myself by smiling through the whole day. After I ate during recess it was okay a little. Well that kept me going you know. I almost knock Liyana. If i do, its the second time already. Sorry Liy:). I had a headache. No remedial today. So went home early and sleep while watching ben 10. That's all for today.

Click boom!

This what happened in school.

1. Chemistry - new topic blast furnace
2. Mother tongue - construction of sentences
3. Maths - area of triangle (1/2bc sin A)
4. Geography - development
5. Recess - ate nasi goreng
6. Physics - electricity
7. English - letter writing

Yesterday was jamming session. Dyeth. Played two new songs by Lamb of God. Set to fail and broken hands. Original song, forgotten, has changed. After jamming, went to the nearest coffee shop and hang out. Talk about band stuff. It was surprising that I drank 2 glasses of tea. Went home and bought McDonald's for dinner. And the end happens when I fall asleep.

Defend!

I woke up today because of my vibrating phone. My friend woke me up about 8.30 in the morning to go for training. Good thing I already pack my boots and stuff. I woke my brother up and we were on our way. Since my brother is the captain, he ask gave everyone positions. All my other friends didn't argue with him. That's good you know. My first position was right back, second was striker and third was right wing. My brother made a deal with me. If he is tired during the game, I'll be the one switching with me.

Esfan, Ridhwan and Jesslyn cam to my house for session. Wan played the drum and Jes became my student for guitar. Good thing is Jes pick up very fast. I like. hahahaha. Wan is struggling with the bass. He cannot get it yet but just be patient Wan. You will get it. I'm sure. Jes went home first. She needs to go to her grandmother's house. The others ate spaghetti. My mom cook for them. Then we were off to soccer. Again for me.

We played with some old Myanmar team. They were very rough in tackling. I manage to get some chances but the goalkeeper was awesome. Well I got substituted because I was so tired. Most of them clap for me. I don't know why but they say I played good. I really think I wasn't that good you know.

After the match I went to see my sister dancing for tomorrow's Singapore best dance crew. They were very funny. They always joke around. After that I went to buy food with my brother. Then went home and now I'm tired and beat while chatting with Liy and Jes haha. So that's today.

Virtual breakdown

Today isn't that awesome. Very tired today. My headache hasn't left me yet. I'm still having it now. So much pain you know. The sun's heat dehydrate me almost every hour. I couldn't focus in class and had a lot of nap during lesson. Last period today was English. That period is the most hated by many of my classmates. The whole class did composition test. I wrote about tragic incident. After it's over I went home immediately.

4.30pm - 5.30pm is the timing for my 2 favourite show in Disney channel. Wizards of Waverly place and Hannah Montana. I watched Wizards of Waverly place complete but during Hannah Montana, I slept. When I woke up it was 7.00pm. My mom isn't home yet. She had course at Boon lay garden primary.

For dinner, I had pizza hut. My mom insisted on it. She said she had enough of rice and KFC and McDonald for the week. I ordered pizza and it came around 8.15. I was watching American idol at star world. We ate happily together. Now I'm listening to music as always. My legs are so weak and I feel like sleeping again. Well that's all for today.

Important blasting

Headache. Its been with me for the whole day. Now I'm still having it. I hate it so much. I couldn't really concerntrate in school. I had a lot of sleep time at school. During physics, maths and chemistry. Even during remedial. I think its because of this thing. Good thing is that Ms Chan knew I was sleeping but didn't wake up. I think see knows.

Beside that. Me, Esfan and Ridhwan, during mother tongue, discuss about possible band names. Its funny and lame what they thought of giving our band name. Scream of juliet, Armeggedon, Tears of blood and more. Hey guys, we're not a deathmetal band guys. I gave burn the bridge. They liked it. I was a little surprise that they liked it. Now they are deciding on Burn THE bridge or Burn THAT bridge.

Now currently listening to music. Someone would be surprise tomorrow because I drew her face. I don't why I drew but she is kind of cute.(hahaha) Well thats all for today. Its just a tiring and boring day.

Free free!

Hello it's me. I'm back with another post. Well today was great you know. In school my class had six free period because my teacher was absent. It was awesome. We freely take out our handphone. Most of the boys, oh well, they saw adult movies. The girls, some sleep and some play around as always. Well me, Ridhwan and Jesslyn discuss about our band. What song want to play and stuff. I played arm wrestling with some of my classmates. I only won a few matches, still it was tough. There was no remedial today. The whole class was so happy that we got to go home early. That is in school story.

When I got home, I quickly get ready for soccer training. I wore Hull city jersey. I was so excited for training. The bad thing is the weather didn't allow us to play. Dark clouds lingger above as lightning sight was horrible. We quickly went for shelter. Then my brother, with his Arsenal jersey on, he offered us to play at fico. Futsal. We only played for 1 hour but it was awesome. I made a lot of sliding tackles. It was fun sliding around. Well after that I went home. Tired and with blisters on my feet.

When I got home my mother and brother open up the new computer. They were tired fixing but I was happily eating. At the same time watching biggest losser. Now I'm using the new computer. Its okay. The sound is awesome. This is great for me. Can have personal things inside. Currently, listening to song. Hardcore as normal. Well it ends here. I'll be back with another posy my friends.

Redneck

Yo yo yo. I'm back with another post. Well today is almost the same as yesterday. Got mock test but today's was science and social studies. I got problem during Physics paper because some of the sec 3 formula I forgot. But I finally figured it out about 10 minutes later. Social studies was okay. I don't know why I can answer the essay question. My hand were cramp during writing. I wrote so fast that I forget about the time. After the whole thing, I went home by train. I was too tired to take the bus.

I met up with my primary school friend. They were hanging out at the playground near my block. I hang out with them for a while only because I know home will be bring. They wanted to go to the gym to get some exercise. I talk to them until their friend come. Well, tomorrow we will still meet. I got soccer training tomorrow and I'll definitely wear my new Hull city jersey I bought at Queensway.

I'll be having gig on 11th April. Its only about two weeks from now and I haven't learn any of the song that my band wanted to play. Most of the song are by Lamb Of God. It will be awesome as I hope the crowd will mosh. Now my worry is bass. I have not bought a bass yet. I'll be borrowing my friend maybe. I don't know. My another band want to jam on saturday. I hope they already learn the song beacuse it will be boring if they don't.

Now currently listen to hardcore song. Lamb Of God, Suicide Silence and Norma Jean. My favourite.

Tomorrow will be tha day I post again. But it will late because of soccer training. I think I'll be playing defend tomorrow. Hull city what. Bye my friends. And sorry for knocking you in school Liyana. (Haha)

Lets whisper

Why am I feeling so heavy today? In school I got a headache. I could not really focus in class and during mock test? Am I getting sick? Did I sleep late last night? These question run through my mind almost every second. I was so sick of these. Not only I was thinking of answers but I was randomly thinking of her. I don't know why but its true. I could not stop this situation.

I felt so weird. I felt like I was the guilty one. Is this love or like? I don't know. Really, I don't know. After 8 days being ditched, I could not stop thinking about her. Its like drug already. I was so mad and confuse after the incident. But still, I have feelings for her. The sorry(s) posted she gave me did work a little. But I could not forget that day. I just don't know why I started thinking about her.

Am I in love? Am I the one who is overacting? Why must I forgive her? Should I forget about her? Should I forgive her? These questions in my head are simply trapped inside. I don't know which on to choose. To forgive or not. But my feelings for her is too strong that I could not turn run like hell from this problem. Please my questions. Don't make me fall. This is what I hope will not happen to me.

I accept your apology my friend. Those sorry(s) wasn't much but still I forgive you. I hope you read this post. Its okay if you forget about the date. I am willing to forgive and forget if you would give me a chance to redeem myself. Please, read my post. I know your out there somewhere. I will give you a chance.

Let's go and kill

Hello fellow friends. I am here for another post. Today is a very wonderful day. A day that I spend most hours at home playing game and watching TV. Only around 3 pm I went to Jurong Point to buy a new computer. My main computer is already damage. And I can hear it singing damaged by Danity Kane(hahahaha). Playing game as usual, soccer game. Don't ask why because most of my RPG game have already been completed. Well back to today.

Morning I woke up, ate nasi ayam and then bath. Play game then go Jurong Point. Buy computer, eat anderson ice cream, look for Manchester united jersey ($132 - impossible), pay bills, bought Deli' france for dinner then went home. Currently now playing game and chatting with my new found friend mimi salamah.

Those that summarise my whole day? I think so. Thats it for today my friends and fans. I don't know when I'll be posting again. Wait wait. I think tomorrow would be great. Until then see ya...

Blindfold aside

A great day to post today. I had an awesome time with my cousins. We went out and watch a movie. The movie was Race to witch mountain. Dwyane johnson was the main character in that story. It was awesome because got aliens. I love aliens you know(Hahahaha). Well after that i bought a ben 10 pencil box. I didn't know whether to buy addidas or nike, so i bought ben 10.(hahaha. again).

Well after today I almost forgot about my recent problem. This good and its a sign. Currently, I'm listening to slipknot - duality. A great song to realise anger. Now my Xbox 360 is calling me. So I gotta go my friends. I'll be back with another post tomorrow or other days.

Divine suicide of K

What a day today. I skipped the whole remedial. I was too tired and I sleep until 12 plus in the afternoon. I woke up, bath and get ready for jamming. I was late for jamming cuz had too take gadget from my friend. When I reached the studio, they where already playing. But the worst is the gadget adapter was a bit crazy. It on and off my itself. After it was okay, we started jamming.

They didn't know what song to play. Ridhwan, the drummer, wasn't sure of playing the drums. Good thing my brother came and teach him some stuff. Ended up me and my brother jam. We played a song for the optimist by Atreyu, rose of sharyn by Killswitch engage and two songs from my band mersa virus and trust and stab. I don't know why they were shock when I'm playing. I think its beacuse i played fast maybe. Well after jamming, I gave them advice about playing the songs they want. They seem serious for this band. I'm happy to know that. I love people who really mean it. That is a good sign.

Well thats all for today. Thats all i can say. Hey, what i can say right?

I shoot,you run

Boring and sleepy. This what i can say about today. Got remedial from 8 - 1.30. In between it, around 10.45, I went home (hahahaha). I was too tired. I don't feel like studying today. I went home with Hasrilaidy and Ridhwan. When I reach around my home, it was already raining. Well at least got reason if my teacher ask tomorrow.

I played soccer and soccer game today. I play the game with my cousin Hilmi. Well usually he would win, but don't know why today he lost to me 3 matches in a row. 1st was Barcelona Vs. Liverpool.I was playing Barcelona. I won by penalty shootout, 5-4. 2nd was Manchester United Vs. Intermilan. I was Manchester. I won 2-1 full time. And 3rd was Hull city Vs. Portsmouth. I was Hull. I won 3-2 full time. It was kinda amazing I won.

Anyway, tomorrow is going to be fun. I'll be jamming with my school friends, the previous one I told in one of my post. Yeah, go read. Only near at chinese garden, straight after remedial. Hope won't cock up. It will unpleasant if it does.

So thats all today. What can I say, its holidays you know.

What an awesome day...

What a day. Woke up around 12 plus in the afternoon. I was awake by my handphone ringtone. It was a message by my mom, asking me if today I am going out or not. Well after being ditched, I got no mood. I wish my guitar wasn't spoil. If not I'll be playing for hours already. That is how I release my anger, through playing guitar and head banging at home. Well back to today's story.

I woke up and food is all ready. I brush my teeth and then i ate my food. It was rice with egg, curry chicken and potato. It was totally delicous when I took my first bite. I had ice lemon tea for drink and after eating, I bath.

Around 2 pm, I watch 3 of my favourite Disney channel shows in youtube.Hannah Montana, Sonny with a chance and my all time favourite Wizards of Waverly place. It was awesome as it deleted my memory about yesterday. Then I had KFC for dinner and played soccer game. Now currently listening to music. The impaler by Winds of Plague. Death metal song. Well tomorrow I'll be schooling and yes of course, I'll get back with another post.

May she be laid to waste...

Today is a great day. A day that i spend at home alone. Calling my special friend but ended up she was sleeping. Not even remembering about today's activity. Sad to say it, but had too. This my worst day.

In morning, I was so happy and excited to meet my special. Wake up around 7.30 because I had to accompany my mother to go to Botanic Garden. Nice flowers, green trees and beautiful swans swimming in the lake. My heart was patiently waiting for 2pm. I had 2 pieces of roti prata, cheese and egg and an ice Milo for drink. After I got home, there I was waiting for her call. I played soccer game just to kill time. 2pm showed in my clock still no call. My mind was whispering, "Where is she?","What is she doing now?". Every second i waited, I couldn't stop thinking of her. I got worried

When 6pm came,I gave up. For 4 hours I waited for her. She didn't show up. I was so mad and confuse. I couldn't think straight. I started listening to death metal songs. I was imagining myself inside a mosh pit, moshing for my pride. I was controlling my anger.When I got my control of myself, I realised. All my time waiting for her was a total waste of time. This wasn't what i expected from her. Is she trying be the second Jannah? Always trying to make me crash and burn? I was lost again by this thoughts.

Once it's okay, twice is enough. I just had enough getting myself tricked by illusion. Now I'm thinking, should I just give up? Call it quits? Or stand strong like a tree who don't move from place to place. Now I've learned, always have a second plan. The old folks once said, 'Bite once sour, second bite much sour'

May she always be. A ditcher.

Let's do it

Hey i'm back...

Well today isn't much fun. There was physics , maths , mother toungue , DnT-for 3 peroids , recess and 2 periods of boring english. There i was studying as hard as i can but english was too boring so i slept till 8 minutes left. Stress has taken over too. My brains can crack, thinking about my DnT project. Why is it so hard to think of ideas? Well good thing is that march holidays have come. I can at least take a break but i need to go to school for 2 days and 1 day, Flag day.

Tomorrow I'm going out with my favourite, metalhead friend. My friend is a girl but u get the point.Going to peninsula tomorrow. Check on her vintage clothes. I can check out awesome guitar and the plain bag i wanted hahaha. I am looking forward to tuesday cuz i band is jamming. With a few awesome song choice, we can wreck the place.

So, It ends here....
I'll back. I promise

Excitement in the air

hey back with another post

well yesterday i had so much fun

i had a leadership course

it was really awesome

there some exciting games and videos

but sad to say on about 16 of my classmates

went for the course

so we didn't seperate into groups

we had to write down our class motto and achievements

well i gave the motto...

heroes get remembered, legends never die

(hahahaha)

then we had to present

i carried the paper of our class motto

hahahaha it was really funny and fun

today...

i'm really beat

i donnoe why but just plain tired

i studied about cosine rule today

(haha)

thats all i can say

now currently watching Man VS Wild

oh well.....

another one down

hello hello hello

i'm back with another post

well haha today nothing much happened

my band Dyeth got jamming

but i didn't go cuz its a school night man...

my classmates wanna make a band

they wanna play metal but we start as alternative first

cuz our drummer needs time to bulk up u noe

it's esfan,jeslyn,ridwan and me

esfan - vocals

jeslyn - rythm

ridwan - drummer

me - lead

well its a start so just relax first

we are finding a bassist

they just want a bassist

but if can i want a bassist who can tap

(hahahaha)

well thats for today

i'll be posting again soon

fallen sick

hey...

today i did not go to skool

sick...

sore throat is killing me

like someone poking my throat

well thats all i have today

oh my...

hey....

sorry for late updates

been busy studying for test and stuff

well wat to say....but i studied hard

today was physics test

yesterday was english

really2 stress u noe

well about jamming last week was awesome

well i borrowed my frens ME-50

its a guitar multi-effect

awesome cuz of the sound

thanks to ME-50

haha

well tomorrow there will be chemistry test

after school got jamming again

but near chinese garden

hahaha

well its ending of first term